Monday, March 27, 2006
This Sucks!
--Hey, remember how you said you have a feeling it'll rain and there won't be any galaday?
--oh yes, of course I do..--
You're right that there won't be galaday.. but--
--see.. i told you! ha!--
BUT.. i'm half right too, cause i don't think it will be raining tomorrow, cause the cloud isn't even cloudy.. *stuck my tounge out*
Anyways.. hi people. no galaday tomorrow, no fun.. =| *sighs* owells... meh. I did my speech today. I was amazing! oh yes i was. lost in a sentence once, left foot was terribly shaking. People seems to leaned down closer, as I introduced my speech and stuff, which makes me more nervous.. I dunno why they have to do that to me..! -- or is it just me who's imagining things?
--yeah, it's just you.. phft.--
she.. I mean.. the other me is very negative isn't she? yup, she sure is.
-- so..? --
So nothing. btw.. people say I did good, I could tell that teacher was smiling, so I was relieved, yes.. I was actually relieved. i was nervous.. duh! i might look relaxed as i gave my speech, but i was shaking badly inside. haven't give out speech for what.. since I've given my horrible "First Impression" speech in the Public Speaking Night thingo last year.. =_=""
By the way. I never realised that sometimes I intended to blush. Yes i know i sounded pathetic, but I actually blush! you know.. cheeks go shade of red,, or pink.. uhh.. but that's alright.
How do i know? that's because deph told me. she said.. "jje, you blush you know that.. you do!"
she's lucky cause she doesn't, and people can't see if she's you know.. blushing,, melting,, shy,, and things along those lines. Ria does, and you can really tell! Lol. she looks so cute when she blush. her tan skin becomes the shade of pink, like when it happens if she got cold. and when she blush, she got that frown on her face.
Hhhmmm.. I wonder how i look when I blush! lol.
well, im going, cyas..
~JJe~
12:27 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
