school stuff

im still waiting for my mum to come home and see my half yearly report. tomorrows school's talent quest, so there'll be no class except for sport i think. today wasnt that interesting and it was pretty boring. im hungry, so im gonna eat now. i cant be bothered posting long ones.
~`JJe~ <33




last week until freedom..

even though this week is pretty busy with assignments and tests, it's the last week of the term. god, look how fast the time goes? i have a lot of things to do for school and for the band, but i agreed to myself that i will work hard on the band and performance after i get all the school things done, which is probably saturday. thank god holidays are coming, mtc might can meet each other more often and do the works faster cos i just realised august is coming really fast! i cant wait to just get this week over with.. *sighs*

today was.. uh.. well today was today. and anna creeped the hell outta me at science class period 2. what happened? oh nothing really.. just brought my biggest fear infronta my face. lizard that is, just a dead one in a container full of water. and how was my reaction? well, i was just shocked and er.. i screamed on the top of my lungs in the middle of the class: "WHAT THE F****??!! I'M SERIOUS! I TOLD YOU IM SCARED!!" i swore that time, and raised my voice in the middle of the class room, teacher was there, and every students. the words just slipped through my mouth and was just said uncontrollably. then i bowed down and burried my face on my arms on the table. i heard foot steps coming and my friends crowded me. first was stephanie's voice going.. "hey thats okay, she wasn't trying to scare you, she was joking around.." --oh wait. she said it in indonesian actually and it goes.. "heh.. si anna cuma b'canda kok.. whoi.. gak pa pa juga.." --i stayed still. then came shaylee's.. "majma are you okay? you're not crying are you? --are you crying.. or laughing?" ok that time i was about to cry but i was laughing at the same time. then i lifted my head, my eyes watery but i was laughing! then anna came and apoligied alot of times and i said "thats alright.." every once in a while, people came and asked me what happened and asked the 'are you okay?' question. i just nodded my head and said.. "yeah im okay now"

"ha. hahaha.." well i laughed and some of my friends laughed in the end anyway. the teacher didnt tell me off for swearing, screaming out loud-ing in the class, she just apologied to me and made sure me and anna are still good friends and isnt in a fight. well, after that the teacher sent us to recess and me and anna laughed together about what happened. again, people asked me if i was okay and i answered with the same reply.
other things happened today as well, today was actually interesting, but itll be too long typing it all down here. so im going off now and start on my geography..
~`JJe~ <33




will it succeed?

we, the mtc people will hopefully perform something as a band in the 'pesta kampoeng' this august 2006. we've worked on a song before but we thought that it wont work since sadra (my big bro whos the best at guitar) will go back to indonesia, but now since we found out that he probably, well 98% wont go back, we're re-forming the band back. i will play the flute and little bit of drums since now im a beginner at drum, but hey, i can learn and practice more, then i can get better right? thats right but the problem is i dont have the drum kit. yes, thats the big problem. whats a band without a drum kit and a drummer? even though im not the drummer who plays the drum in every song (cos this other girl indah is the real drummer i think, but shes a back vocalist as well) but thats why we're going to do a fundraiser to find money, cos hey august is long way to go (i think) still, we gotta work hard on this. we only have about one and a half month to prepare and yet everyone is busy with their own things which includes me. still, i really wanna form a band and concert in those kind of stuff, and i know we can do it. besides it worth a try right? so wish us the best of luck to success AND TO SHOW THOSE PEOPLE WHO THINKS WE WILL SOUND GAY OUT THERE THAT WE CAN DO IT! ..sorry, its just that now people just dont try and discourage themselves by saying that they cant do it. i was like that before but now i see that nothing is impossible if we want and try hard for it to happen... ..unless slamming a revolving door.. and fly with wings.. and those illogical stuff.. and of course it will take time.

anyways, today was okay.. and i dont really have much to say except that i found a nice store in the city above peddis(sp?) market called 'dangerfield' owells, nothing more. so i better stop this and work on my damn assignments thats due this week T_T''
~`JJe~ <33




a title

i cant think of a title for this post. so let us all title this post.. 'a title' which has nothing to do with the things i'll talk about in this post. now, where should i start? --aha! this lunch was supposed to be an interesting detention with a Mr in my school. so the whole lot, the people who he told to be in detention for some reason (which i dont know what) stood infront of the classroom where he was. then he got out and i could see a slight of shock on his face, and he stumbled.. 'y-you all can go now..' weird teacher he is.. he was so furious when he told us off that we'll spend the next lunch with him, you know me and my friends.. oh well, at least i did better things than staring at his face the whole lunch. --i have mtc tomorrow and stuff.. but im extremely sleepy all of a sudden even though this is still six o'clock. owells.. im done now.. *yawns*
~`JJe~ <33




what happened today?

stuff happened. principal's morning tea was real boring and all i got was stupid cheese and spinach triangles thing and drinks and homeworks for missing out one and a half period. oh well. got into trouble in the library and gotta meet the teacher in the art room at lunch, a stupid detention. it was funny though how my friends and i got into trouble and we were laughing after that, well my friends were not me, i was confuzzled, cos the teacher was pointing his finger directly at me saying.. "you are very rude..!" i was like "eh.." but then i laughed in the end anyway cos people around me were laughing. heh.. owells. at least i laughed today but i sort of got pissed off as well today. and well.. who cares now. i bought pocky in this asian store near my school, it was cheaper than the ones i usually bought. i never went to the store before, but then infront of the opened door, it says that the price of pockies were lower, i just stopped and smiled, get into the store, took a pocky and bought one =D
what else to say.. i have a new picture to put on my gallery but i cant be bothered right now, maybe tomorrow or sometime later, and now i need to go to the toilet and have a drink.
~`JJe~ <33




getting old by the day

oh ye of course everyones getting old by the day. but for some reason i forgot things more by the day. maybe cos im getting old? but im still young (yes i am. lucky you, thats a clue) --im tired and i also rubbed off the link to my bebo page cos i changed my mind. i dont want any strangers to see it since there are loads of personal stuff than here. so i just want the friends and people i know to go there okies? showing my photos will be enough, no more. there, and thats final. now, i dont have time for a long chit chat cos i have to do loads more stuff and yet i cant wait until i get under my fluffy blanket and sleep. theres not much happened today so theres no need to type more =]
~`JJe~ <33




boredom.

ive added another two photos on the gallery thing so theres six. no one will probably go there T_T but whatever. today was just like yesterday.. b-o-r-i-n-g. im editing my bebo that was neglected for months. i'll put the link under the links out if you want to have a quick look at it or if youre on bebo as well. well, i have not much to say, and im a little tired, and er.. im not in mood of typing long stuff anymore. so i wanna end this now.
~`JJe~ <33




the gallery

i have kindly finished the gallery even though there are only four photos in there but it worth going and checking it. it's under my profile or in the links out. go tag over there, i'll update more later, but this is too late and i have school tomorrow. so.. im just posting this to tell you that. i am in a rush because i cant wait until i get under that fluffy and thick blanket of mine and nice fluffy bed. so enjoy browsing my photo and staring at my damn face for the first time. id be off to sleep.
~`JJe~ <33




typing upside-down.

turn your keyboard around to an upside-down position and try to type that way. it's pretty hard cos you havent got used to it. how random, im just bored. --im photoshopping right now, and im about to change my mind to stop working on the gallery^^ so just cross your fingers and hope that im not going to cancel making it. even thought i wont cancel making it, itll probably takes quite a time. so.. today was boring as usual. nothing interesting happened. i sent two letters to my friends in indo, theyll read it in about two weeks which i hope theyll reply the letter as soon as possible after the letter arrives. well it doesnt matter how long itll take actually, as long as they send me back a letter explaining how they are in indo. theres so much things to do that i havent done and kept on forgetting about it and so much things are happening but i kept on forgetting it as well. im hungry btw. and i need to call something or someone.. so ill better end this now and start working on my stuff and the gallery and see if i'll post it in.
~`JJe~ <33




wasabi is a weapon

thanx to wasabi, me and dev had a good laugh when we got out of the bus from eastgardens. that was the second time we pranked and bothered a dude on a bus this weekend. the first time was yesterday which i didnt get to tell you cos i wasnt 'in the mood'. so.. yesterday, when me and dev went back from the city, there was a dude sitting infront of dev who was near the window and luckily, we sat on the very back of the bus. he was a quiet and shy indonesian guy who obviously got bullied or teased a few times in australia (lol) hes older than me and dev, i think hes around 20 or something, who knows. we were so bored and random and needed a few good laugh, entertainment and excercise. thanx to the dude infront of dev, he made us all got the things we needed that time. dev's leg is obviously bigger and longer than mine, so she could pretend to be in an 'uncomfortable' position to move alot while kicking the seat infront of her. we both put our earphones on and pretended to be so very busy and were enjoying our music. the guy was annoyed. he kept on struggling on his seat yet he didnt tell us to stop cos dev was kicking him "accidently" (even tho we actually expected him to say stop it) then when we nearly got off, just a few bus stops away from our stop, dev started to dance madly while "accidently" kicking and punching and pushing the seat infront of her. me? i was thumping both of my feet in the same beat as my song hardly. the dude was so sick i think and before he get to told us off, we got off laughing out loud-ing. it was actually pretty fun. lol. the guy didnt even wanted to laid down on the seat.

today, just then? oh.. we only put wasabi on a dude's back infront of dev when we were in our way to round about from eastgardens --yes, that japanese spicy and yucky sauce that i hate, wasabi. AND stalked another different dude around David Jones and Target at eastgardens today. fun it was. even though i know its not a very nice thing to do. but we got the sushi spirits and couldnt help it (lol) so yeh. i really gotta get doing my english assignment.. so now im out.
~`JJe~ <33




the foods i need..

i need sushi, twisted cookie from pretzel world and boost. yeah, that'll be enough. i ate.. but im still hungry and i dont want to eat that.. oily corned beef again =_=''' it makes me feels dizzy for some reason. *sighs* i need to do my draft english assignment which is a little stupid and boring i reckon. so.. i cant be bothered writing anymore stuff, i just need those foods^ so let me eat 'em..
~`JJe~ <33




what day is it today?

i dont even want to know what day is today actually. i know it's saturd-- oh wait. it's sunday. 12:39 am in the morning. great isnt it? sunday already.. ugh. im not waiting for any day, thats why things seems to be going bad. or maybe things are actually going bad? meh. i dont care, ill just go with the time. but somehow i want to be back to indo as soon as possible, but i dont want the time to be moving so quickly either. im so greedy i know, i cant have everything i want T_T but still, it doesnt hurt wishing. im bored and tired. i want to sleep, but i dont want to sleep at the same time. what the the hell is with me, i have no idea. i dont want to talk about what happened the other days. theyre not bad luck days, but i just dont feel like talking about it, i cant even be bothered. what else to type here.. im just not in the mood right now, so ill better be off before i type weird stuff in this post.
~`JJe~ <33




second post of the day

i dunno.. i just feel like to post something else in here but i dont want to edit the one i just posted either. i dont feel like going to school tomorrow for some reason even though i have a feeling that the day wont be that bad.. or maybe not. gah. hm.. im thinking of changing my shoelaces for my snickers for tomorrow, cos it's like the blue one i wore from kare bear on that platform shoe i got. this day was so noisy and loud. i cant stand anymore people screeching and screaming around me, about anything, i dont care cos im going freaking deaf. so all day long when people were so loud around me, all i could do was put my earphones on and turned the volume bigger. what else could i do? scream and tell 'em to shut the hell up? that will so help.. (not) especially if they're so straightly bothering me even tho i dont want to get involved at all and when im such in a bad mood and want some quiet times for myself.. or when some people are so loud in front or around me, not caring and noticing that im actually there waiting for them to shut their pie holes. ugh, im so fed up with those things.

so you see.. i just even noticed that the last post was the good stuff happened today, but this one is probably the negatives stuff i'd say. so yeh.. now im done.
~`JJe~ <33




taronga zoo

science excursion today, and the date thing for the posts are screwed and i dont know how to fix it, so dont mind it. we went to Taronga Zoo, it was pretty nice better than school works. took some photos and stuff. i rode the train thing that goes aorund the zoo, lol, a friend sneaked next to me and the driver didnt even noticed, lucky her, she didnt even pay. i watched the Seal Show also, the seal, Michi was so cute! what else to say.. oh, i brought the little umbrella that i just bought on sunday but the sky wasnt even cloudy T_T --cant be bothered typing anymore. so im out now.
~`JJe~ <33




to the city..

i thought today was gonna be so damn boring, but how i was wrong, it wasn't that boring, it was pretty nice infact. dev and i was only planning to go to the city to try to unbored ourselves and looked around for cd with mp3 player, not to buy it. well i bought one in the end anyway cos there was discount and stuff and since the old one, which is my brother's is screwed already. today was also the first time, yes first time dev ate shushi, and she actually quite likes it, but just the normal shushi, not tofu ones and stuff. oh and i bought a new umbrella also^^ --well, we ended up watching X-men 3 too. it was so cool! XD i like it. i'm not telling any part of the story in this blog though. if youre not watching it, youre missing out, watch it, trust me its good. tomorrows still holiday, no school and i think im going to darling harbour with my fam and dev. well, thats about it for today, i cant be bothered writing some more stuff.
~`JJe~ <33




People has their own flavour, leave it that way.

yeah, their very own flavour and style. so dont be such a hard try to change me to something you expected me to be. im just so sick of people telling me this and that about the things i like. ugh. okay, im just so bored and im a little pissed off, just a little. dont mind me. well, let's say.. i have to do my science assignment and visual art. so i sort of still have some stuff to do. and.. i better go take a shower now, cos i sort of stinks.. so im out of here.
~`JJe~ <33




just a screwed looser.

ive been such a screwed looser these days. i even, stupidly, signed up for the indonesian blog award 2006 thing. i know im definitely going to loose, but egh, too late. i got three free school days, and a science excursion on tuesday. then three school days and weekend again, great week that will be. lets say, about the gallery im making, i might cancel it instead. i think im going to. because i cant be bothered to make a page of gallery, i cant even be bothered to make that indonesian blog i want to make. and besides, im getting busier and i have assigns due these weeks, yet i havent done anything about it, which i should do soon. now, lets pray that i wont do any more stupid things and being the screwed looser ive been these couple of days. right, now im out of here.
~`JJe~ <33




smells like fish..

ever wonder how the organs inside the fish looks like? great thinking. i tell you, they stinks and theyre slimy, and.. gross. i was the one who actually cut that poor fishy at science class today, although i enjoyed doing it after all. i mean.. im not trying to be cruel, but it's sort of fun how youre actually curious about.. for example that tiny brain of the fish i disected(sp?) today, all you do is put your gloves on, get those special scissors and those stuff you need, and ripped the head open.. (poor fishy lol) okay, dont get me wrong, i love animals. owells, it wasnt that bad after all. when i came out of the classroom, the air outside was as if it was the cleanest nicest air around, no sign of fish smell around.
i was soaked wet when i arrived at school today. i had to spend the first 2 periods freezing and turning blue. then i went to the year advicer and borrowed a comfy and too big V-necked jumper. after that, the day got better. right now, im just waiting and wondering when im gonna get sick after that time the damned rain drenched me. --hot chocolate is the best thing to cheer you up, so i made one^^ my fingers told me to stop typing and give em some restt, so im out now.

~`JJe~ <33




i just wanna live.

ha, i know thats a song, not a bad song indeed. but its sort of true, the lyrics. ugh, im just being random. today was okay, not so bad, not so wonderful.. ive been thinking a lot today, i was a lot quieter than other days as usual. even joanne asked if i was okay, which i answered yes. i stopped thinking for awhile after lunch, and talk a little more with people. until it was raining. so i went back home raining. i dont like that part of the day, so lets skip it. when i went back home, i took a shower straight away, while mummbling about my favourite top that disappeared all of a sudden (im sure ill find it again soon, somehow, i have to) it felt so damn nice after showering, so i made a hot chocolate which made the afternoon a lot better^^ i was starving, i cooked, and ate. i brought the hot chocoalte to my room, expecting to sit infront of my computer, under my cozy blanket with a hot chocolate. and that was when the so good afternoon for myself disappeared. oh god, i forgot that i have my brothers at home, my head was else where. my mood changed 180 degree straight away that time.. *sighs* ok. i have enough for today.

~`JJe~ <33




going back..

time flows so damn fast.. and i really hope it'll keep going like that until next year. im actually waiting for next year to come, and to actually go back to indonesia. i know it's getting screwed with the earthquakes and volcanoes and how people are dying and all that, no offence, but i still like it the way it is anyway. this day is probably my biggest record on fighting with my little brother, honestly. i didn't do anything today except sitting in front of the computer all day long, which im sure you've heard of it quite a lot in this blog. what else to say.. --oh. noticed the blog got a little darker? well, i changed all the whites to white-ish grey, i like it better that way. now people, i need some rest for tomorrow, so now im finished. out.
~`JJe~ <33




I'm getting sick of titles..

Must be wondering why i haven't blog for.. three days. i lost interest in blogging all of a sudden last time. i'm trying to wake my lazy arse up and start working and do some improtant and useful stuff rather than bumming around the internet with music on, yet still bored. My so smart little brother has been succeeding on annoying me all day long, or i might just say all week long. The bad day of the week this week is Friday, which i know it's unusual. I got so scared last night for some reason, so then i decided to sleep, which helped. The first sentence i said yesterday morning was.. "I don't feel like going to school.." then i took a shower straight away. I wonder why i'm speaking in a monotone voice, but somehow it just happens. --this post is more like 'a post full of my facts these days' ugh, whatever.

Now, all i'm focusing these days are:
1. Science excursion is in 10 days.
2. Keep the good job on saving my damn money.

Nothing else i guess. I'm working on a gallery right now. Yes, you didn't hear that wrong. i'm actually working on a Gallery. shut up. i know that i was planning to not show this appearance of mine. but hey, a little bit of peek wouldn't hurt. i won't show the whole me, cos you're gonna have to use that little imagination of yours. --confused? good. now. i'm out of here.
~`JJe~ <33