.keep me close.

devita left today morning. i was late to school. --what a great night we had last night eh? it caused trouble, but it sure was worthed. what a fun and nice night. i never thought it would be that good.
well anyway. since dev left, i will have lonely weekends. i'll totally miss you, dev. and i know you'll miss me too =P thanks for the fujiya dinner, thanks for changing me (heh), thanks for yer company^^ and other things i should thank you. ill still be there for you even though im waayy in australia. ill keep all our good and bad memories deep inside my heart as a treasure. even though we sometimes fight and insult and tease each other quite often. heh. sorry i didnt give anything special or did anything special. ill send you your birthday present though^^ a nice one! hee..^^ --things will be different.. *tear* owell. ill see you next year on january ryteo? im surely looking forward to that. --oh i forgot. there'll be an mtc reunion on january since everyone will be in indo. so yeh.

katrina.. im missing you too! quick come back here for a visit!
--now jje *taps my own shoulder*, lets find another close friend and move on^^''
~JJe~ <33




.On.My.Own.

wednesday.. tomorrow.. ill be going to places with dev and a friend of hers. i will sleepover and go to the airport on thursday morning. i will go to school after. ill be late. *sigh* im always left behind. i act so different today at school. so annoying, weird, and.. unlike me. goddamnit. thats not the way i wanted to change! egh. -.-'

im wishing something big and surprising will happen. just something.. unexpected and special, and.. -something that doesnt happen everyday. something special.
im going back to indo on january btw. i just realised that it will make no difference if i go back to indonesia. ill probably get skinnier and stressed out. pft. owell. but im looking forward to meeting my relatives, famliy, and i miss every single thing in indonesia^^

its very late now. and i cbf to go to school tomorrow. especially sport! i better have some rest by the way. and oh yer.. im still wishing to like someone in that way. it seems to be rather interesting and makes people less dull.. hee..^^ but i dont like anyone. god, why does my heart has to be as hard as stone? o_0

~`JJe~ <33




survey: get deep

Get Deep (better)
Get Deep...
I LIVE:	day by day
I WORK:	the way i like to
I THINK:	the way i think
I SMELL:	like ears! --heh. no. i smell.. like the deodorant i usually use.
I LISTEN:	to music. and to people who doesnt talk bullshit.
I HIDE:	my privacy
I WALK:	like a drunk person (true people says so)
I WRITE:	very messy and in my own way
I SEE:	things..
I SING:	whatever song thats in my head
I CAN:	do lots of things =]
I WATCH:	things that i can watch..?
I DAYDREAM:	often.
I FALL:	into pieces
I WANT:	everything i want!
I CRY:	rarely
I READ:	everything i can read
I LOVE:	my friends
I RODE:	bike, rollerblade.. you!
I SOMETIMES:	dont tell the truth
I FEAR:	things
I HOPE:	ive never been born
I EAT:	foods, tissues.. etc.
I DRINK:	drinks.
I PLAY:	games. computer. people's mind =P
I MISS:	..lots of things.. and people..
I FORGIVE:	but never fogets
I DRIVE:	bikes. you..
I DREAM:	odd things.
I KISS:	my computer.
I HUG:	my computer. my mum. devita. people who needs hugs! ..or things..
I HAVE:	my own ways, life, self.
I REMEMBER:	great and bad memories
I DON'T:	give a flying shit
I BELIEVE:	that i am weird.
I OWE:	lots of things.
I KNOW:	you
I HATE:	life. but i love it at the same time.
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~`JJe~ <33




leaving me behind

aw.. missing you already katrina. i wish you can stay here longer. we might not know each other very long.. but still. and pft, all i could give you was my indonesian key ring. what kind of reminder is that?! -.-' owell.. it still is a reminder.. keep it well^^

owell.. everyone is leaving me and yer well.. dev is leaving the following thursday. and meh..i cant be bothered posting things. well, ill miss you katrina and dev. good luck
~`JJe~ <33




new disaster, new lesson

okieay.. another disaster happened today. i burnt some of my hair and eyelashes ..damn girller.. --still was my fault though. shouldnt have put my face infront of a griller. heh, yer im that dumb to do such thing. silly me.. i was only checking if the kebabs were cooked and i realised the griller wasnt on. so i was curious and pressed whatever button that comes to my head. and bingo! i pressed the correct one.. whoosh! fire came out of the griller. i jumped back and realised how hot my face was. then there were weird curly brown stuff on my aprons and shirt. never tought it was my hair 'til the teacher came to checked and told me.. and not to mentioned i forgot to tie my hair back cos i didnt bring any hair tie, so yer, no wonder. *sigh* glad my face didnt melt.. or get burnt..

anyway. so another friggin lesson for today (geh.. T_T) never! ever! put your face infront of the griller. you can burn your hair, eyelashes and your face, and it can melt if the fire is really really super hot. ha, you probably already realised that, but owell.. just so you know. cos its not a very nice thing to happen to you. its not horrible, but it sure is not nice. ive experienced it because of my friken stupidity. just as you said sevda, "why does god have to create me so stupid?"
lucky me, i have fringe that covers an eye, so.. i moved it to the other side (left) and viola! you cant tell. heeh, in that case, ill survive^^ --me better have some rest now.

~JJe~ <33




runny and blocked nose kills you

egh. *sniffs* sick i am. again. but not as bad as last time. i have a blocked nose and a runny nose. and.. *cough cough* --yer.
couldn't sleep well last night. and i probably wont tonight as well. even the two pillows didnt help. im trying to make this post as unboring as possible. so yeh. not much to tell actually. so i think id rather end this before i put ya'll asleep.

~`JJe~ <33




should've done something but i've done enough

see. my blog's so boring now that everyone is sick of my complaints and shits. i dunno what to do really. im getting worse and worse. gah. its so unfair. i wish i like someone. i do. i wish i like someone in a specail crushy that way. i wish i find me and my life interesting and not boring anymore. ive become so dull now. pft. who would like to be near a boring and dull and weird girl with lots of shit in such a young age and also stupid childlish bitchy crappy girl like me? i didnt say that to have some attention. but im so ashamed of myself.

i wanna change. i do. ive changed. but i dont like the way i am. maybe i wont change as style and how i dress up and the things i like. but i wanna change my personality. i wanna change so that im not dull and boring. i wanna entertain myself and people. not complain to people about this and that. i wanna make people smile. i dont wanna think about the future and whats gonna happen and how im not looking forward to anything. i wanna live day by day without caring if ive done mistakes and craving over it. i wanna fix mistakes. and then move on.

you know what.. last and this week.. ive learnt so many lessons in my life. seriously. i was frustrated, upset, depressed because of how things goes wrong last week and sometimes it still is this week. but ya know.. im sort of thankful. cos ive learnt so many things in my age. and not too late.

i have learnt how friends are so precious and how we cant waste them away, cos its easy just to throw them away but hard to get them back or to find another one. i have learnt that things goes wrong so we can learn from our mistakes and not do the same thing next time. i have learnt to dont get upset easily because we didnt perform as good as we expected to be. and i have learnt how lucky i was. and i have learnt that i have to express my feelings and emotions or else it might led me to another big mistake and do a stupid thing. i have learnt to think of the consequences before i do something. i have learnt that doesnt mean i have problems, i can make people around me worried. i have learnt to not look things so easy because it might be harder than i think, for example to practise before performing! heh. i have learnt how precious dev, pig, pash, mum, dad, my big brother sadra, and even my litttle brother mahatma, and my step mum, and my step dad, my step brother tohari, stephanie, ria, renata, amelia, anna, katrina.. *thinking* --everyone i have in the world. and i have learnt that there are so many decisions and ways in this world and so many wrong ways.

i wanna feel like a new person now. not a screwed or fkd up one. i wanna fix things up. so let me. and wish me the best of luck ^_^
~`JJe~ <33




the title

i dont know. i dont even know why im posting this. i miss those times. when my house was still so fresh and comfortable with my icy big brother playing on Muse and My Chemical Romance and those bands and playing along and singing along with it. i miss how my house used to be so cold with not that much cocroaches and how i had my own room. i wasnt as stupid as i am now. i didnt make such stupid big mistakes. i was wiser actually. even though i was still kiddish and even though i like my style now better. but i dont like myself. im ashamed of myself -.-' i dont like the crappy stupid things ive done. but owell.
i miss ria. and i miss how sometimes i got so jealous of her that shes taller than me and how she fits a nice slim and tall clothes. (oh whoa.. 'slim' now, dont think im fat. im just.. yeah, well kinda skinny and small in shape) and how sometimes i whail infront of her. and how i tried so hard to be tall. i give up now though. i see no point. pft. owell.

egh. things has changed. even myself and the people around me. and the situation around me and nearly everything. some people thinks i got influenced. but seriously, whats the deal when people changes? they themselves changed too. i seriously dont know what to do. things are so boring -.-' and aa.. what have i done on friday?! --no i havent got over it. i still feel really cold. and i feel.. balksafhidaeo;lhiihytd$%^&)!!!! that i was so quiet today and everyone asked me if i was okay. even a friend said to me.. "are you okay? you dont seem to be like normally.." i was like.. "oh so im abnormal now eh?" and she was.. "haha no. i mean.. you're like.. different.. like weird and depressed"
whoa. thanx. that helped. all i did was smiled weakly. i tried to smile anyway. pft. aint things getting better by the day? *rolls eyes* gah. lets joke around and be happy now. and lets get this bad mood done and over with. geh.

~`JJe~ <33




i was someone ive never wanted to be

ive made such a big mistake. such a stupid crap fcuking big mistake. i feel so very guilty. i cant even believe i did that. i never know how precious the things i have until i lost them. i want to turn back time and fix the wrong steps i took. i wanna take back those words i said and wrote. what a big mistake. i dont know how to fix it except to wait. ive tried to say sorry and fix it.. ive spent the whole day yesterday.. it didnt work. i feel so mixed up. if i go back to indonesia.. i have to start again.. good, but i might as well get stressed out. if i stay here.. i might end up in a mental hospital in a couple of months. i lost my big dream and hope. i cant kill myself. one.. well yeah, what a great idea to kill yourself in this young age. believe me, im younger than you think i am. im not a baby though, obviously. two.. i havent done enough good (or even bad.. [joking]) stuff in my life. my grade at school is going down down down. i dont care though. i dont care anymore. i feel like.. stopping the time. and just have a rest. and then play it again when im ready and have enough rest. and then i can rewind and fix the wrong things ive done. what a dream.

the only thing im looking forward to is when he forgives me and things comes back to happy happy. and if thats not gonna happen.. pft, owell. i guess i cant do anything with it. and i know i cant be down forever. he's one of a kind (yes you are) so its obvious that i cant meet up with another one like him. but im sure.. that things will get better. if not, thats just the way its meant be. ill deal with it later. and just incase. he's a friend. a good friend indeed. and im feeling such a retarded fool after what ive done. im so sorry. im so very sorry. i cant deny it but youre one of the people who lights up my life. im so sorry! ><''''

~`JJe~ <33




we sucked, thats why people love us

true fact. we sucked. we're natural. we're funny. we're talented. but we sucked. and thats why people love us. because we're screwed. who's we? the gay band that i am in called 'The Untitled'
to be honest, we sucked. alot. but.. if it counts our first performance ever in the whole world with the band with only around 2 weeks of preparation since the other 2 and a half we didnt practise seriously and a sore throat and sick singer and the first time we play the song with the drums.. we were pretty good. and not to mention a bass player (me) who just learnt how to play bass 2 weeks ago and a drum player who learnt drums just around march this year. well yeah, it was pretty good i guess, but im sure we can do better. but owell. we will do better next time. when is that? Indo Festival at marrickville, portugal community center.

wondering how we actually sounded like? i'll show you later. you will laugh, and thats just the way how we entertain the audients. being on stage isnt only about us so everyone will know us, its a thing we do to entertain other people. and other reasons are because to socialise and because we enjoy the times we spend/t together and playing music together.
okay, i sounded so goody goody. but its true. sort of. even though im still wondering why we live when we're gonna die in the end anyway. i do have religion but sometimes i cant help wondering. and oh wow, tonight i talked about death with dev. pft, ha. and we talked about the way we want to die. and we made a funny story where dev died in a truck crash and her body parts fly around and.. yeah, its not funny anymore, but it was for us since we have big imagination..

~`JJe~ <33




lets pray nothing else will go wrong

so.. things went better. and i hope we wont screw up tomorrow. wish us the best of luck. and lets all pray together nothing else will go wrong. once something goes wrong, everything will falls apart. so please.. this is good enough thanksverymuch. i have no reason to be, but im not that happy or excited. i wont post as long now. cos as i said already, i cant blog the way i used to anymore. my blog is a total snore now. and youre gonna have to deal with it. i cbf taking care of my blog anymore. maybe i should have a rest and put it on hiatus eh? --lets see later.

~`JJe~ <33




notes to self.

- dont get angry easily.
- dont speak your mind out.
- dont cry.
- dont throw anything around.
- dont make a fool of yourself.
- dont get too soft.
- youre not a fuking goth. youre yourself. youre not worth labelling. you worth much better.
- dont care about what people thinks about you.
- keep things to yourself.
- dont get mental.
- smile.
- be normal.
- think positive.
- try to look at everything from different prespective.
- remember that youre still so young.
- youre lucky. look at those poor people who has no shelter.
- dont only think about yourself.
- youre not the only one who has problems and life.

did i miss anything? did i make a fool of myself by listing those? did i make you think?

~`JJe~ <33




exactly as i thought it would be.

see. i knew it something wrongs gonna happen. well, the indonesian embassy doesnt have anything. not even an amp. so.. we dont have any drums.. yet. thats pretty bad eh? and well, my big brother doesnt wanna go to tuesdays rehearsal at south sydney. and im in a bad mood. when we thought we were gonna screw up and wont have a chance to perform at all.. well we got upset. we nearly not end up performing. and especially without drum kits. and we have problems. you see.. ugh, everything was screwed up. and how we heard that we were the only band playing, and how it was better for us to perform the whole 30 minutes, yet we dont have that much time. and how we need some equipments. frustrating. we thought we were gonna quit this whole band thing. it might be good. but.. seriously, when i heard dev said "maybe we shouldnt be performing at all.." in that hopeless voice with a drop of tear rolling down her cheek, my heart just fell to my tummy. i was upset, panicked, worried etc. but i didnt cry or anything. i was just quite, while thinking.
cos it seems like.. my whole attention was towards this band thing.. and i was really looking forward to it. and well, when i keep telling myself.. "dont worry, big things starts with little things.. itll get better" ye well.. how? when? where? im going back to indo either december or january. dev will be going this month. then whats gonna happen? who'll be the lead vocalist? the rythm guitar? will it success with 4 people; 3 boys and 1 girl? --well, maybe when theres a miracle coming, like that paramore band. well i believe im not that lucky and neither is one of us. oh and what about the bass and electric guitar? theyre dev's. where will we get them when she left? can we find other people or person?

just screw it. we'll perform. and things will get worse. then ill be back to normal when i go back to indo the end of the year or next year. oh or maybe not, maybe ill get stressed there. ahheh. i dont wanna think anymore.
but look at the bright side.. we will perform and miss school and we will have fun at saturday at pesta kampoeng (without performing prbably) and ya ya ya. joy! -.-''

~`JJe <33




f-u-j-i-y-a

wait. is that how you spell the name? -meh. i went there with dev and her mum and her mums friend. it was a nice japanese retaurant and we went to satrbucks tonight. i went home just then about.. 10:40 or something. my dad nearly ground me. well excuse me.. i was invited to a such nice and not to mentioned expensive and yummy dinner, and youre gonna ground me? bullshit. yeah well go ahead and worry about me, but grounding me isnt making things better, cos ill still be using the internet and my cd player and tv and computer and such even though im not allowed to. it wont make me do things you want me to do mr.
okay, maybe that was slack. but im tired, and please dont wreck my night and the following good week. i know parents get worried but why ground your kids when youre worried? --seriously, i need my computer, internet, cd player and such things. i need music everyday. and if im grounded im not gonna allowed to sleepover and go to dev's place, meanwhile we're busy rehearsing at dev's place everday!

this is what i think gonna happen.. ill be told off for about.. 1 hour. wait, that doesnt include how i speak my thoughts out and answer the things that my parents asks and correct the things they say, which usually starts an argument. so thatll be about.. 2 and a half hours thanksverymuch.
just wish i can handle tomorrow. especially how i have to wear tunic tomorrow. egh. let me skip and fast forward tomorrow! -.-'
~`JJe~ <33




new temporary template

new template! yeh. its weird. but its quite nice. i didnt make it. this iceyfrost whatever the name is made it on blogskins. im just bored of my old template and i cbb working the template ive been wanting to make. so this is just a temporary template while ill try to work my ass on the template ive been working for. dont blame me if it takes years, ive been lazy these days as usual.

~`JJe~ <33




the title

T_T
okay, to be honest, things are going pretty well. first, we're performing at rosebay on thursday, we wont go to school. and we might perform at pesta kampoeng as well. so wish us the best of luck to success. thank you god for giving us a chance to perform. oh and there are some changes, im not singing, im playing the awesome bass =D

second, i cut my hair again. its shorter and thinner and much better and the fringe is thinner and shorter. it makes my hair doesnt look that wavy and makes me looks more fresh and not.. dead and pale.. and er.. tired, especially with the circles under my eyes. i look better.

--now. even though pretty good things are happening nowadays, somehow i aint in a very good mood. i feel guilty. when i came back from dev's house today (i sleptover), i was cranky for some reason and i cant help but kept on screaming and telling off my little brother. heh.
--yarefaghejamnlekarmnekujgahndfiehu shfauh!!! argh! screw me! T_T

~`JJe~ <33




"every good things must come to an end"

why is it when every time im excited about something and if something good is gonna happen, theres ALWAYS something wrong? T_T'''
no im not in a bad mood --not yet at least. i just want to perform next week, and practise at south sydney at tuesday after school. but i just know already something wrong is gonna happen. just for this once, pleeaase.. i want it to go well. and i know it will. so yeh.. god, please dont ruin my month.

anyway. not much today. had another practise after school like yesterday. i slept over at dev's yesterday night. and yeh. todays my mum's birthday. so.. Happy Birthday!!
cbb pressing more letters now.
~`JJe~ <33






the bottomless pit of mine.

the bottomless pit of mine is right here *points at my tummy* it has been asking for foods since i came home at around 2.45 i think. until now it still feels empty.

i talk shits. and i believe ive mentioned that before. i feel so lame. i cant blog anymore --not the way i used to anyway. im so boring now. and im bored of myself. maybe i should change. ahheh.. yeah right.. *disgusted by my own words* pft. but maybe i should before no one ever comes to my blog again o_0
whatever. i dont blog for peopple to see and to be popular, thats rediculous. i blog because i enjoyed doing it so. i might as well changing without noticing so. meh. but i do want to improve myself a little, sorta. cos im like lame and boring and lazy and have loads of negative sides and always thinks negatives most of the time T_T'''' unless im trying to cheer myself up. i can just make up good things. and then regret myself for convincing myself that because its an empty hope. see how weird i am?

lets see.. not much today, just another boring tuesday i always have every week. so no need for me to list the things that happened. i cant be bothered anyway. i changed the music under the cbox. enjoy listening it while i go back to the kitchen and eat again. once again.. IM NOT FAT! i just eat alot thats all. im a little skinny actually, honest. dont worry though, i dont have worms in my tummy, ha! so yeh.. go and play the song while i enjoy my food.

~`JJe~ <33




Jumper on back to front.. what a great way to start the day.

me: "aa! this time already?!" *run to the kitchen, took my bag, lunch, jumper and a waffle and run downstairs*

i put on my jumper. socks. put my lunches in my bag. i put my shoes on and ran to the bus stop. Just in time! i took my wallet out, get in the bus and put the travel ten on the thingie thingie card whatever it is while noticing some people were starring at me weirdly. i sat down. --tuing tuing~ *someone poking me from the back*

me: *turned around* "yeah?"
the guy: "you have your jumper on back to front"
me: *rolled me eyes* "ugh shit! --okay thanks."
the guy: *nodds*

ahahahah!! gosh i felt so goddamn dumb, stupid and embarassed. i bet i was blushing madly when i fixed my jumper. i felt like laughing because of my stupidity too though. ehhe.. well yeah. go ahead and laugh at me if you want or even snort in disgust and see if i care T_T'''
i cut my finger again. i was craving this clay thing on visual art when the knife went through my skin and left two deep marks. i feel so damn lame today. --im thinking to dye my hair either voilet or dark blue. gah, i talk shits.

~`JJe~ <33




The pencil case cut.

i was changing my ugly red pencil case to another one when i was cleaning the dust and rubbish inside the pencil case i cut my middle finger so deep it kept on bleeding. the pencil case wasnt made out of those soft materials, it was hard and tough and it was sewed in the middle so the sewing side was pointing up inside the pencil case and ripped my skin easily T_T'

im so bored, hungry, tired and lazy. i cant be bothered going to school tomorrow. yesterday i was about to dye my eyebrows and eyelashes dark blue but when i thought about it again it wont look that good on me so i didnt do it and instead i tried to dye the top of my hair orange. it didnt work so well and ended up brownish auburn. only a little, you can barely see it. it was darker under the sun, it looked sort of better and it only stays for a week. it was dev's but she never use it, so she put it on me. meh. yer.

~`JJe~ <33




i cant blog the way i used to blog anymore o_0

i cant be bothered doing anything. im hungry. im tired and i have not much to say. i cant blog the way i used to anymore. i have not much to say. no more sense of humour and am running out of ideas about the things to put in here. i was working for a new layout. but when i finished making the banner i couldnt be bothered doing the rest. typical.

let me think what else to say.. today was genes for jeans day. i wore stupid jeans which looks weird with the school jumper, so i took off the school jumper and i was wearing my black sleeves under my school shirt. it looked better but it was freezing cold. agh. i wonder why they didnt choose to do mufty instead.. i guess theyre that stupid not to come to think of it.

oh and my voice came back this morning!^_^ not all of em though, still a little rough and i still cough a little. not to mention i still have my runny nose. i dont like today, i just dont and i never will. meh. i suck.
~`JJe~ <33




"...In My Pants!"

lookie! i have something to entertain you! read this, copy it down to your blog or something and write down yours on the very bottom. what youre supposed to do is a choose a song and write 'in my pants!' in the end. enjoy and have fun!

Travis- So Sick in my pants
Rachel.Ann?--Dance, Dance iin my pants.
Kittie------This is the new shit in my pants!
Courtney---The Knights of the Round Table in my pants
mikie---- defying gravity in my pants
Cori---- Somebody told me in my pants!!!! lol
Elizabeth- i have a lovely bunch of coconuts in my pants
Henry- Obsesion IN MY PANTS(hahaha)
Adam - Booing in my pants.
Krys- Such great heights.. in my PANTS
Stephen - I'm Sprung...in my pants. lol
Tamra- I Want You In My Pants. (beatles... no joke.)
Nash- Numb in my pants- hahah (linkin park)
Jeff- Mrs. Robinson...in my pants!!!-(simon & Garf.)
Brad Moore - Beach Balls.. in my pants? O.o ( well, I know they're big, but c'mon~)
Kassy- Hide And Seek in my pants. ;) you know you wanna come
Mark----- Dirty Little Secret in my pants!!! THATS RIGHT!! (except for the little part)
Alex--ohio is for lovers in my pants(i did not know that)
alexis--> i write sins not tragedies in my pants...
Macy---What Hurts the Most in my pants
Stevie**Truly Madly Deeply in my pants!!!! What losers!
abbey jo--- stupid girls in my pants
Amanda- welcome home in my pants
Dustin- fat lip in my pants
Dave- Holiday in my pants
Carli-Sugar, we're going down in my pants.
Macaria-- What the World Needs Now is Love in my Pants
mee----forever love in my pants
Maggie-- Everytime we touch in my pants (lol)
Ayla--Bad Day in my pants
reaper aka nick-tell me when to go in my pants lol
maria-trouble...IN MY PANTS!! lol
kelly- Long Tall Sally In My Pants, haha
WARREN- STUCK WITH YOU IN MY PANTS... WINK WINK
galane- drive in my pants
Tim - Addiction in my pants
Paul- Lonely day in my pants!
Colin - Vacation to Hell in my Pants
Ambient Motion- So Jealous In My Pants
Deanna-Happy in my pants haha
daniel- look at the mess you made in my pants
Sp!ke-All of Us in my pants
SuperGirl- Silence in my pants (i dont know how funny that is)
DonSifu: Drum Chakra In My Pants
Betty Blue: Sugar we're going down In my pants
Ethan- i believe in a thing called love in my pants
Kelsi- dirty little secrets in my pants hehe=
Nick- Back Here in my pants...lol
Kate-Bad day in my pants. uhhh...not sure what to think about that.
Britany- Stupid Girls in my pants
Bethany~~Beep in my pants..woo kinky haha
Stephen~i dont like the look of it in my pants
Brittney~We belong together in my pants(hahaha)
kathy~-~Perfect Me in my pants....lol thats funny
joseph~Have a Nice Day...(you already know the rest)
Justin- a road to somewhere in my pants..lol nice
sabrina*_*this is me in my pants
Britttany-- Girlfight in my pants
jessyca-- what hurts the most in my pants(lol)
Alexis- snap yo fingers in my pantsss.. yesss haha
Haylee-Goodbye, Pants = wow that wouldnt be the first time ive said that, haha jk!! :]
Patrick- A Mess to be Made in My Pants
LAURA H.~~ SERIOUS IN MY PANTS
megan~~ 7 min. in heaven IN MY PANTS!! whoa!
Amanda: lies in my pants
Kim Boyd:Never Gonna Quit Ain't nothing wrong with it just acting like we're animals...in my pants!
Ashley-Violent Pornagraphy IN MY PANTS!!!!!
Lexi-the last sunrise in my pants!!
Angel-the beautiful people in my pants! lol!
Jill-Strawberry pancakes in my pants! hahaahaa
~Rachel~ A Neverending dream... In my pants!
Rachel ((Again))~ Bad Boy... In my pants! HEH!
- mjm - Papercut In My Pants (ouch. that'll hurt..)

I can't be bothered blogging about stuff that happened. so yeah..
~`JJe~ <33




bored me am. me i bored. bored bored bored.

yep i changed the music. i went out after school with stephanie, and did stuff. it wasnt that bad except the part how stephanie didnt know what to do and how to get home T_T'' dont ask why and how and all that shit. i met up with dev twice. and yeh. netball was super boring.

another new girl came to south sydney and came to my class. shes from malaysia and again i had to be her buddy. so for a couple of weeks ill have two incredible new chicks following me around the school. ahhah. i dont mind though, but i sometimes cant be bothered showing them where to go and keep up with them nearly everywhere they go. its still cool though, i dont mind. but why me again? i thought there were so many other girls that would be a better buddy in my class. and i heard that another chick is signing in to south sydney. lets see if shes in my grade and will be placed in my class again and if im gonna be another new kid's buddy. probably not though. meh.

bored i am. i am bored. me am bored. am bored. me i bored. me i am bored. i bored. me bored. bored me am. bored me i. bored i. bored me. bored am. bored am i. bored am me. and i cant be bothered typing the others. i like to move it move it.
~`JJe~ <33