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Saturday, April 29, 2006

Busy Monday.

I know this is not monday, but I already knew I'm gonna be bloody busy that whole day. Not knew, I actually planned it. I still have to figure out the friken maths homework. uhh.. don't remind me.. --
anyways, my head is heavy right now for some reason. people becomes sick these days. (i.e. my mum, devita, pig, mahatma) luckily, I only have a headache. I feel so hot though, the back of my neck and around it. meh. I have to note myself that on monday, do nothing except school works, tests and homeworks, and the things along those lines.. school. owells. i do miss school though.. a little tiny bit of me. But I can't be bothered as well. The last post was really long I know, so I'm going to give you's a rest. I'm feeling tired and can't be bothered typing by the way, so I'll finish now.

~`JJe~


3:58 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Not a very good day.

I really don't want to get back to school. Plus I have lots of works to done with, yet I don't which one to do, and can't be bothered. I was supposed to finished this maths test thing, but I don't know which one that is! I have two books over due, which I probably have to pay. But the thing is I don't have any money! I run out of money, even though I only spent like.. $1.50 today. =_="""

Today was also supposed to be rehearsal, but as I always thought, we didn't have one in the end. It's those we didn't have one, but we had fun doing other stuff kind, no. We didn't have one, because we were distracted by something else more interesting, no. We didn't have one because we watched a mad movie, no. We didn't have one because we can't be bothered, no again. We didn't have one because we all couldn't come tomorrow, no. Actually, we didn't even meet each other. Pigar was sick, Pasha couldn't come because he was goin out to the city with other friends. Sadra? he was freaking late, and Mahatma nearly came. Not to be rude, but he sure is going to ruin the moment if he came. Whatever though, we didn't even get to have one.
Somehow I feel really tired, and I can't be bothered typing anymore. I'll stop now.

~`JJe~


1:52 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Nightmare.

Okay. Today, I am forced to see the movie Saw, though I'm a bit curious too, so I watched it anyway. I'd say it's sick. Violent yes, but it's just.. sick, yet true. I can't get it off my mind. *shudders* I'm curious of what's going to happen on the second one, but no, I decided to not watch it. I've had enough of.. grossness.. if there's such a word. I thought this might help me get it off my mind, but no, it's still stuck.

Anyway, I've saved some money today. And I'll try to do that for tomorrow and the other days. The sleepover has changed too to Saturday. I'm watching The Faculty later tonight. Deph said it's thrilling. I might get a nightmare tonight. haha. But I'm.still.watching.it. *sighs* I have to find something else to do. To distract my mind off it.-- I'm going to watch now. I hope I'll survive.
Bye folks^^

~`JJe~


3:15 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Monday, April 24, 2006

My paints are already dry. HAHA.

Thanks to the fortune cookie, I've realised that all my paints are already dry. I've never believe in those things, but it just woke me up and made me realised. I'm not even sad or anything, but it's just so true. It's like whats happening right now, or did it already happen beofre but I never knew? -- Haha. My paints are dry! I should buy another one don't you think? Let's look for the right shop, see the price then try and get it. -- Get what I'm hitting? Unfortunately, I don't bother to do those things. I rather wait for someone to give me one. Like my mum, or dad, or friends for my birthday present..? Or everyday, it doesn't HAVE to be 'from a guy'. rofl.

Okay, I was being a little random. And surprisingly I've finished all the money I have today. Yes, it's time for saving money now.. again. I have only a couple of cents and some indonesian money. I could just change it to dollars eh? And after that I have to make sure that "I DON'T BUY THINGS AGAIN.." Oh, I should write that in my diary or something or agenda, that will keep my hands off my wallet. =_="" But hey, let's enjoy our day without getting out our money from our wallet. Gosh, I'm such a money waster. But seriously, I could get killed by my parents for wasting my money like this. (hi there!^^) Owells. I've spent half of my saving for easter show. Cause hey, it's not easter show everday.. and I'm positive that I'm not going next year. Even though next year will be my last year in here. (*gasps* OMG! I've given you all another clue! lol)
You know,, I should controll how long I usually blog. I'm sure some people are already asleep reading my bloggings. Owells cyas.

~`JJe~


2:09 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Sunday, April 23, 2006

Fortune Cookies!

*sighs* I was craving for fortune cookies since yesterday. Fortunately i got em today with deph^^ I ate quiet a lot of em. I got weird fortunes, but then I got 2 of the same one. Deph said it was true but meh.. =_="" It says.. "Love, like paint, can make things beautiful when you spread it, but it simply dries up when you don't use it."
Okay.. well it's pretty true. Cause I haven't like guys in 'that' way for like what.. forever! I'm dead serious! I haven't like a guy in that way in my life. lol. Okay, maybe just fans like, "aww.. you're so nice and cute" and shits like that, but not like as in "like". haha, but i dont care. All my friends are asking me if i'm serious or lying, and all the elders are saying dont worry im too young.. (too young? pfft im not 5-10 years old T_T"--*gasps* OMG I've given you all a clue! lol.) But i dont care all of em^^ gwaha, this is my friken life in my friken own world, so piss off! =P jokes.

Oh and what a surprising night, I've actually find the truth of.....-- *paused* er.. something. Something that is a bit of privacy and can't be mentioned in even a blogger! =P nahh. it's just some usual stuff i was wondering and not sure about thats all. When I went back from 'buying fortune cookies' i took a bus (obviously) and the bus was full of stinking chinese people. Don't get me wrong, I'm not being racist at all! But they all stinks, the whole bus! (exluding me of course.. hehe.. or should i say 'including' me..?) and in it, I was like the only Indonesian, and this other grandpa and guy whos not chinese. lol. I better be going anyway.
Goodbye folks!

~`JJe~


4:26 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Saturday, April 22, 2006

Star Papers **

i just learnt how to make star papers today, and now im addicted to it..=_="" im thinking of getting rid off her forever, yes her. and im also thinking of changing my template to a better one. this one just look so.. cheap. but i'm gonna think about it again. even though i would, it'll probably take a long time, since i've been such a lazy arse these days.
'The sleepover' will be next friday btw. i hope it'll work fine. i wont be doing anything as well tomorrow. so i might work on the new template or make a one-shot. or maybe even both. --yes i've decided to change the template. i've been thinking about it while im typing. i need someone to chat to, but unfortunately no one is on.

Today's just as boring, except when deph and i went to Mcers, or macers, or however you spell it, this 'afternoon'. yeah well it was sort of the most interesting part of the day, nothing else. in the mornings i've been just sitting in front of this computer.-- soon when i go back to school, i'll probably have a flat butt T_T"" hehh. *sighs* im tired now. byes.

~`JJe~


7:10 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Thursday, April 20, 2006

Boring.

I'm really bored..=_=" holiday has been boring. though nice since we have no school. lol. yesterday we made pizza^^"" and this chocolate mud cake. and er.. i think thats it. sadra made this yoghurt thingie. but pity deph and pig cant eat it lol. sadra was mummbling he shouldve bought ice cream instead. owells. sort of urm.. fun i guess..? dunno. got nothing to do today at home. probably stare at the monitor of this friken computer all day.. or maybe not.. i cant be bothered doing my school work..=_="" i'll do it later. i just have to check my english book and stuff and maths.. ugh. i dont want school to start again. even though holidays sometimes boring. but meh. ill be so dumb if i dont go to school. owells. lol. im gonna go now cyas. oh yeh and i did get rid off her.. ~_^ lol k bye folks.

~`JJe~


6:31 PM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Sunday, April 16, 2006

At last..!!

yay.. holidays. freedom! *sighs+spreading arms* anyways. new links out people!! check it out! you have to, i repeat.. have to go and check it out!! Some of them are still the same thing though, i just changed the name, so yeh. well, im bored, sort of.. i just have nothing to do, and feel like typing so much. dunno why.
--ye, and sometimes people cant be bothered reading your long typings, or can i say shits?--
*glares* Yeah well, if you guys are sick of my shits here.. ha! i dont give a crap. You can check my new official webbie though. It's not a blogger though, so don't worry. It's official people. My graphics will be moved there too, so yeh. And there's some HTML help there so check.it.out!! It's way different than this. You'll see. I miss you people (whoever i dont care), i just do. Message me please in the cbox, or in my new site. PLEASE? --actually i dont care, meh.
--ye ye whatever--
Will you please leave.me.alone?! thank you. Anyways people, i have so much to say and tell you's but i dunno. It'll be too long, and you guys won't bother reading it anyway, so what's the point?=_=""

meh peoplez! im going off now! goodbyes.
~`JJe~


1:04 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Tuesday, April 11, 2006

just being random..!

I.. have a joke. her we go..
>> One day, there are two children walking on the streets together. One girl and one boy.
"Do you know, that there was a wooden leg named Smith?," said the girl. The boy said.. "Really? What's the other leg's name?"

ha! what a lame joke! i bet you already heard that.. cos it was on an old movie. i got another though.. better one!! X] here we go..
>> A couple went to Starbucks in the middle of then night. The girl was called Riley, and the boy was called.. --hhmm.. whats his name agen..? oh.. Aiden.. soz bout that..-- yes, his name was Aiden. So Riley and Aiden went to Starbucks in the middle of the night. Riley was pissed off, because it was Aiden's idea to go there in the middle of the freezing night and she got lots of things to do; assignments, and she was sleepy, but still, Aiden forced her to come. In the Starbucks, Aiden ordered lots of things! then the lady on the counter asked his name.
"Oh.. my name is Hendry" Aiden lied.. ( bad boy isnt he? lol) suddenly came another voice from behind. "I thought your name was Bob last night??!" it was the counter that served Aiden the other night.. "oh..oh. urmm..." So Aiden lost his word, and didn't know what to say at all. Luckily, Riley saved him.. "Actually, that was all a lie, his real name is actually.. Dick! so write that down.." a bit of sarcasm in her voice over there i guess.. -- so anyway, the ladie on the counter typed it down, while Aiden was 'jaw-dropping'.
They sat down and wait for their foods.. or a er.. drink.. -- Ten minutes passed.. then suddenly.. "DIIIICKK!!!" there goes the lady from the counter,, serving Aiden.. lololol..

bet you hundred bucks he blushed madly that time. lol. who wouldn't?! phft. lame? ha! whatever. i told you i was being random,, well im gooing now,,
agen.. goodbye folks!

~`JJe~


12:03 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Monday, April 10, 2006

Three more days!!

Three more days to freedom! *sighs* i bet it'll be a long three days.. why? -- firstly..
--there's tests..--
shut up, let me tell! *glares* anyways,, yes, there's tests, which sux badly and holidays soon, which makes it worse, cos i cbb going to school agen.
I went to easter show only with deph btw, i bought 4 showbags, lol. happy tree friends, the simpsons, garfield and this make your own bear thingo or whatever.. sounds childish eh? but they're cool stuff, so shut up!>< -- it was sort of.. fun? phft, meh. we bought nearly the same stuff, so we spent the same amount of money.
The weather here is getting colder now,, and it gets itchy at night.. dry and stuff, thats what i hate when winters coming.. -_-' i turn to monkey! ughh.. *scrathes*
i really dunno what to say, and things just gets extremely dry! so goodbyes folks!

~`JJe~


2:46 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



Thursday, April 06, 2006

Gahh.. nothing..!

so much to tell, so little time.. lol. anyways, school finishes next week! yayy!!! XD and..
--she hasn't got rid off me today,,--
T_T"" yes, too bad.-- hmm.. im going to easter show!! hahh.. nice. and deph and i are planning to go with pig and pash.. hehheh.. that'll be fun wouldn't it? ..sure will!
--you answer your own question?--
oh shut up. well, the weather's getting colder and colder here.. but i like it! my mum bought me new school jumpers, better ones! AND my big smiley red jumper now fitted me just.perfectly.. cos last winter it was way too big on me.. lol.

and people.. check this out! click "HERE!!"
go there, you won't regret.. ;) --so thats it.. cyas..
oh and you might noticed that i dont post as often, but hey, didn't i told you im getting busier.. lol. well, lets see about that in the holidays..-- byes..

~JJe~


3:28 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again



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