Monday, May 29, 2006
I can't feel the papercut.This has been the second time. the first one was last week on wednesday. i got a papercut, it was sort of getting better, but not until i played volleyball, i probably tried too hard since i was so desparate that i made the papercut even worse. it was ripped open even more. --ok, not exactly ripped open, but it got bigger and worse, and a liquidy stuff came out, it was transparent though. i couldn't feel anything, i didn't even actually realised i got one from the first time. my friend told me about it at lunch. infact, i cant feel any pain, it's wierd. i thought papercuts meant to stings a little? lol. okay, well this time, it's worse. i got it like yesterday or something. it was near my nail. just then, i found out that 1/3 of my nail was covered in blood, i didn't feel anything. i thought the blood was still running out, so then i just sort of put my mouth over it so the blood will sort of stop (it's habbit i guess). it was dry. weird how i can't even feel anything huh? some of the blood is even still stuck on the sides of my nail right now. on the last period of school today, my mood just totally changed all of a sudden-.-' and i got all pissed off for some reason. then i went to my locker before i caught the bus. and guess what? it.was.friken.broken. someone slammed it so hard that i couldn't open it, cos it the door of the locker thing went in. i got it out again eventually anyway. but it was a little.. bent. ugh, owells. i have to go. it's a little late and i have to do stuff else. i'll post later tomorrow maybe.~`JJe~ <33
5:32 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
