Friday, May 26, 2006
Today. today = boring, shitty. im not in a really good mood today. and it've been super boring, since i didnt go to athletic carnival and stayed at home. *sighs* gah. thinking about writings. it've been since i was in year four or something, practically since i moved here, i dont have any diary or something. i mean i know i have this damn sucked blog of mine that i write nearly everyday, but still, isnt it a little different? i mean, i dont like write exactly how i feel about everything in here. which i decided not to (pft) and am happy about it. i rather keep things to myself to be honest. my lips are sealed most of the time, even though you might not noticed or dont even know. and to be really honest. i usually keeps the drama low, seriously, people have their own problems, so why bother?-.-' --okay, what the heck? i've been in 'Lala Land' most of the time today. Today is.. well, ugh. that's it, ugh.. just.. ugh. there's no badluck or anything like on monday 2 weeks ago (yes i know i cant get over bout that, so shut up) but it's just that boring. and it seems so ugh. i dunno why, it just is. i'm not even sleepy right now and it's like 11:09. --i also know i usually sleep really late, which is why i have those blue-ish thing under my eyes-.-' --but usually, my eyes are just a tiny bit heavy, but not now, not tonight, not right now. owells. i really wanna keep typing right now, but i can't. my damn brother's waiting for me impatiently to finished using his computer (dev's using mine). yesterday i didn't post anything, i cant be bothered. so now i post. okay, i'm a little, okay, maybe not a little, maybe i am getting pissed off now about my brother. ugh, gah. enough stuffs, im bloody out of here! ~`JJe~ <33
5:57 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
