Monday, June 05, 2006
i just wanna live. ha, i know thats a song, not a bad song indeed. but its sort of true, the lyrics. ugh, im just being random. today was okay, not so bad, not so wonderful.. ive been thinking a lot today, i was a lot quieter than other days as usual. even joanne asked if i was okay, which i answered yes. i stopped thinking for awhile after lunch, and talk a little more with people. until it was raining. so i went back home raining. i dont like that part of the day, so lets skip it. when i went back home, i took a shower straight away, while mummbling about my favourite top that disappeared all of a sudden (im sure ill find it again soon, somehow, i have to) it felt so damn nice after showering, so i made a hot chocolate which made the afternoon a lot better^^ i was starving, i cooked, and ate. i brought the hot chocoalte to my room, expecting to sit infront of my computer, under my cozy blanket with a hot chocolate. and that was when the so good afternoon for myself disappeared. oh god, i forgot that i have my brothers at home, my head was else where. my mood changed 180 degree straight away that time.. *sighs* ok. i have enough for today. ~`JJe~ <33
4:46 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
