Monday, June 26, 2006
last week until freedom..even though this week is pretty busy with assignments and tests, it's the last week of the term. god, look how fast the time goes? i have a lot of things to do for school and for the band, but i agreed to myself that i will work hard on the band and performance after i get all the school things done, which is probably saturday. thank god holidays are coming, mtc might can meet each other more often and do the works faster cos i just realised august is coming really fast! i cant wait to just get this week over with.. *sighs*today was.. uh.. well today was today. and anna creeped the hell outta me at science class period 2. what happened? oh nothing really.. just brought my biggest fear infronta my face. lizard that is, just a dead one in a container full of water. and how was my reaction? well, i was just shocked and er.. i screamed on the top of my lungs in the middle of the class: "WHAT THE F****??!! I'M SERIOUS! I TOLD YOU IM SCARED!!" i swore that time, and raised my voice in the middle of the class room, teacher was there, and every students. the words just slipped through my mouth and was just said uncontrollably. then i bowed down and burried my face on my arms on the table. i heard foot steps coming and my friends crowded me. first was stephanie's voice going.. "hey thats okay, she wasn't trying to scare you, she was joking around.." --oh wait. she said it in indonesian actually and it goes.. "heh.. si anna cuma b'canda kok.. whoi.. gak pa pa juga.." --i stayed still. then came shaylee's.. "majma are you okay? you're not crying are you? --are you crying.. or laughing?" ok that time i was about to cry but i was laughing at the same time. then i lifted my head, my eyes watery but i was laughing! then anna came and apoligied alot of times and i said "thats alright.." every once in a while, people came and asked me what happened and asked the 'are you okay?' question. i just nodded my head and said.. "yeah im okay now" "ha. hahaha.." well i laughed and some of my friends laughed in the end anyway. the teacher didnt tell me off for swearing, screaming out loud-ing in the class, she just apologied to me and made sure me and anna are still good friends and isnt in a fight. well, after that the teacher sent us to recess and me and anna laughed together about what happened. again, people asked me if i was okay and i answered with the same reply. other things happened today as well, today was actually interesting, but itll be too long typing it all down here. so im going off now and start on my geography.. ~`JJe~ <33
4:56 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
