Thursday, July 27, 2006
i kept on hoping that someone new will come up and change things again. im feeling so weak and lazy and.. HUNGRY T_T'''--a new student came and i have to be her buddy. it wasnt that bad, cos i didnt do school works that much. i took her around the school, went around to the head teachers, and yeah.. stuff like that. shes from Hong Kong. shes nice and that. her names Katrina. when i was sent to the office, i thought i was in trouble or something and i thought it was something unimportant. but then when the person told me, i was relieved. when i first hear the name katrina though, i was hoping shes asian and especially INDONESIAN. but er.. infortunately shes not. owell, i thought thats the reason i got choosen to be her buddy. hm, owell. i was hoping shed be the new 'ria' not the same, but i mean.. you know what i mean.. how we're close to each other and everything. yeah well, but then again, maybe i wouldnt get it if im actually waiting. hm. --ahha.. i feel so redicilous now though, its so stupid to think like that. i feel lame now. no one can replace your close friend even though 'replace' isnt exactly the word im looking for. the word that i mean is.. *thinking* 'another' yeah, i think. ugh, screw me. nevermind. i feel so very lame and stupid now. oh, and this chick i saw at my school. i dunno her really. but we saw each other for a couple of times. and god damnit. she bloody copied my fringe! T_T''' if you compare it to mine, it does looks a bit different, cos hers is a little tiny bit longer and her hair is damned straight. but its actually the same style, the exact bloody friken damned style. mine looks a little different cos my hair is sort of wavy. and hers is completely straight. but its MY style of fringe. argh. its copyrighted! >=| (lol, i know i sound stupid) its not just a fringe you know.. its.. a friken damned fringe! because no body in my whole wide school has the same fringe --even hair as mine! and now there is! you friken effing damned biatch whoever you are! T_T''''''''''' when i saw her, i can noticed that i have the confused and "what the hell?!" look. she saw me, and she just starred at me for a second and looked away, pulling her friends. what the eefff?! she sooooo has her fringe inspired by me. at least gimme a credit or something! T_T'''''''' if you think im just over reacting.. think again. youll see when youre actually on my shoes. im a little.. well not a little. ive been moody lately and shes putting more pressure on my shoulder. ha. joke. she just made my mood worse thats all. shes not putting pressure at all i just exaggerated that. tehhee^^'''' --but im still a little moody right now. so yeh.. ~`JJe~ <33
11:20 PM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
