Tuesday, August 29, 2006
.On.My.Own. wednesday.. tomorrow.. ill be going to places with dev and a friend of hers. i will sleepover and go to the airport on thursday morning. i will go to school after. ill be late. *sigh* im always left behind. i act so different today at school. so annoying, weird, and.. unlike me. goddamnit. thats not the way i wanted to change! egh. -.-' im wishing something big and surprising will happen. just something.. unexpected and special, and.. -something that doesnt happen everyday. something special. im going back to indo on january btw. i just realised that it will make no difference if i go back to indonesia. ill probably get skinnier and stressed out. pft. owell. but im looking forward to meeting my relatives, famliy, and i miss every single thing in indonesia^^ its very late now. and i cbf to go to school tomorrow. especially sport! i better have some rest by the way. and oh yer.. im still wishing to like someone in that way. it seems to be rather interesting and makes people less dull.. hee..^^ but i dont like anyone. god, why does my heart has to be as hard as stone? o_0 ~`JJe~ <33
6:51 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
