Tuesday, August 08, 2006
the bottomless pit of mine. the bottomless pit of mine is right here *points at my tummy* it has been asking for foods since i came home at around 2.45 i think. until now it still feels empty. i talk shits. and i believe ive mentioned that before. i feel so lame. i cant blog anymore --not the way i used to anyway. im so boring now. and im bored of myself. maybe i should change. ahheh.. yeah right.. *disgusted by my own words* pft. but maybe i should before no one ever comes to my blog again o_0 whatever. i dont blog for peopple to see and to be popular, thats rediculous. i blog because i enjoyed doing it so. i might as well changing without noticing so. meh. but i do want to improve myself a little, sorta. cos im like lame and boring and lazy and have loads of negative sides and always thinks negatives most of the time T_T'''' unless im trying to cheer myself up. i can just make up good things. and then regret myself for convincing myself that because its an empty hope. see how weird i am? lets see.. not much today, just another boring tuesday i always have every week. so no need for me to list the things that happened. i cant be bothered anyway. i changed the music under the cbox. enjoy listening it while i go back to the kitchen and eat again. once again.. IM NOT FAT! i just eat alot thats all. im a little skinny actually, honest. dont worry though, i dont have worms in my tummy, ha! so yeh.. go and play the song while i enjoy my food. ~`JJe~ <33
12:35 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
