Thursday, September 21, 2006
fortunate,, but not so fortunate ignore the title, i cant come up with another one. suits me well enough though. hmph, absurt. anyway, as i was waiting for this blog thing to load so i can create a new post (this post), i went to the toilet and i smelt something was burning from the kitchen. when i walked there i noticed something red. thinking the house was on fire i ran to the stove and felt real glad that only the food were burnt. phew.. so,, tomorrows science excursion and yet i dont even know what we're doing, i do but i forgot T_T i know where though.. its in the city, The Rocks i think. meh. oh and ive been wanting to type this down for couple of days but i kept on forgetting it and now i remember =] --okay well, last time i took this quiz thing and it asked me this question: **what do you fear most? -or something along those lines.. but anyway, the answers were: **to have nothing interesting/exciting left to do **being dull **dreams being shattered **out of touch **people think youre unoriginal **someone holding you back **losing your friends and some others.. i didnt know what to choose cos.. the first one,, well i already have nothing interesting && exciting left to do. the second one, im dull already thankyouverymuch. the third one.. oo.. i was this close to shatter my dreams just like that. // out of touch,, okay just maybe a little bit. and btw, some people really thinks im unoriginal o_o but meh, i dont give a damn anyway. someone holding me back,, well not now but someone WAS holding me back. so i guess i cant say i dont have any friends and dont mind having NO friends at all, and that was my answer,, "losing my friends" but seriously, that big mistake i made had make me realised how important they are to me, so from all the others, i guess i fear that one the most. some people thinks its pathetic or maybe thinks im weak etc etc, but its not. --okay maybe i am weak, but still.. =D ~`JJe~ ♥
6:23 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
