Tuesday, September 05, 2006
im not who you think i am i got vaccination today. it was like a pinch, the one that hurts. but anyway.. it just made my arm sore and heavy but yer.. it didnt hurt as much as i thought it would. as always.. today i wore black sleeves under my school shirt and the platform shoes. when i was waiting for my turn.. a teacher saw me and went.. "hey you, what are you doing under that black shirt? its not part of school uniform! take it off!" i was like.. o_0 but then i took it off anyway. then she came up to me again.. teacher: "okay you, whats your name?" me: "urm.. m*jm*" teacher: "why are you out of uniform?" me: *lying* "oh urm.. my jumper.. and my shoes are washed.." teacher: "your shoes are washed.." me: "...yea school shoes.." teacher: *raise voice a little bit* "go to the office and get a note!!" me: *raised eyebrows* "okay" *walk to the office* i came back with the note. and i showed it to her. she read it. and then she looked at me. i just put a straight plain and the 'i-didnt-do-anything-wrong' face. then she spoke.. "okay.." and then she gave me back the note. i walked away saying "yeah" then she came up with another thing.. "and less make up tomorrow too!!" --what.the.fuck?! make up eh? make up?! i just wore a goddamn eyeliner. and it wasnt that thick anyway. its not like im the only one who wears eyeliner at school. --okay, i admit. my bad, i was out of uniform. cant help it. but she was looking at me and talking to me in a really freakin nasty way. anyway, i was the last one to get the vaccination.. so i was waiting at the end of the line. that teacher was speaking to other kids and including stephanie. she just smiled and talked to her normally. then when stephanie and another guy came in to the room.. it was only me and a friend of mine. she smiled to her. then my turn.. and guess what she did? *uhm* she looked at me as if im an alien who did something wrong to her. i just raised an eyebrow and acted cool. she kept on looking at me as if im those.. drug user, smoker, drinker, bad, depressed, dumb, rude kind of girl whos gonna drop out school.. *shakes head* at least im smarter than she thinks i am =P neways. nothing interesting today. just another crappy tuesday. i put on the black sleeves again btw. heh. im tired. and i have this feeling that im gonna get glasses soon. aahh!~ seriously, these days, sometimes when i read small fonts. it goes blurry.. and i lost concentration.. and i cant read properly T_T''' i cant imagine myself with glasses on..
~`JJe~ <33
2:32 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
