Sunday, October 01, 2006
Another boring and dull Sunday.. I promise I'll get my ass out of this house and go out tomorrow.There's so many things going through in my mind, even little tiny things that you don't need to think about. I always have nothing to say no matter how I feel, what happened and how many things there are going through my head. So.. I'll just type random stuff that comes to my head.I have been unfocused lately, I don't know why. Mike Shinoda is so talented! LP's song always has a spark that doesnt make you bored everytime you listen to it. And why are they so fricken loveable?! X] It's so cute how sometimes people spell 'fuck' "fak". Whyy is everything so dull and boring and pointless?! -_-' After a while, I can't be bothered going to LPMB no more. I realised that I'm getting skinnier and my tummy's getting smaller (I was getting chubby) I want to watch the 'LOST in TRANSLATION' dvd. I like the word "lapf" I made it up and it cracks me up (that rhymes) I'm less random now and I'm getting more lame, so I should stop.I wonder if people would remember my birthday and would say "Happy Birthday!!" to me.. but then I feel like I don't deserve it since sometimes I forgot about people's birthday as well, but I really expect the people who are close to heart and are close to me to remember. It'd break my heart if they don't, even though I won't show it. Like when I was in year 4 primary. I felt totally left out and forgotten. Not even a friend said "Happy Birthday!" and when I was year 4, I always make a surprise for everyone's birthday, even my teachers! (lol, i stll can remember). Not to mention that NONE of my parents were there, they were out of town. And I still remember that all I got was a walkman and the album Meteora by Linkin Park. And that's when I sarted to get so deeply in love with them no matter what. I don't expect anything though, all I want is a 'Happy Birthday" and money =]I noticed the words "Happy Birthday" is mentioned alot of times in this post. Anyway, the song Red To Black - Fort Minor is starting to grow on me and I just keep on listening to it over and over again. Anyhow.. I'll end this now before you fall asleep.
~`JJe~ ♥
2:57 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
