Friday, October 20, 2006
I'm on the mood where I really don't feel like seeing faces and other people. I'm also on the mood where I feel retarded and low and disconfident and feel like trashing the mirror if I look into it. I don't know why =/ I met Saskia today, she came from Indo for a couple of weeks. Nothing interesting actually happened. I missed her, but now that I've seen her it's just.. meh. (no offence) Well I wasn't that close to her anyway.And what upsets me more is that all those hard works and time that took to bring LP to the top 5 of Favourite Music Band With Label was all pointless now and it's all completely gone. Sad huh? I'm not sure what happened, but I think one of the stupid moderator/administrator disqualified them 'cause they thought we cheated.. FOOL! Just 'cause we were moving in a fast pace and were catching up does NOT mean we cheated. Now that I figured out the stupid MyProfile Rockin Award is not organised properly, I don't care anymore. Not that I don't want to support LP, but the whole award thing is just shit. I've been so stupid all along.. T_T And besides, we only can win in ONE I repeat only ONE category. So I shall stop voting 'cause it's pretty much pointless and even though LP loses, we still know that they have the most favourite music band with label. It's just a fucking internet award thing.. not like it's a huge award. pft.Things are so unlike me lately and oh lookie I'm sleepy already..! *yawns*~`JJe~ ♥
7:53 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
