Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I've changed the layout. It looks somehow the same except for the picture and colours and those small things. Like it though? I changed the music also. I decided to put songs that appeals to me the most. It still got Animal I have Become by Three Days Grace. I added Somewhere I Belong by Linkin Park and Who I am Hates Who I've Been by Relient K. Go check them out.Anyway, I went through my own Archieve (again) and again I've realised how much I've changed these past years. I.. have changed alot.. and I mean ALOT. It's like the person I am now and the person I was last year and two years ago is two different people. I'm actually surprised of how much I've changed, and I don't know if it's actually a good thing or not. But to be quite honest, I am more full of shit now, but in certain ways, I'm more mature even though I made more mistakes these days and I'm more open minded.. really. But I miss those times and I miss Ria terribly T_T And I also realised that these days I 'clicked' more with older people o_0 No, I mean seriously.. I don't know, maybe it's 'cause my friends in my school, like the ones that are my age relies to me alot and abit too much and they just can't stop asking questions and help and yet they can't actually help or even understand me that much. Not that I don't like helping them, but it annoys me sometimes.. no offence. Anyhow, I don't care and I don't expect them to help nor understand me anyway =]After writing that^ much,, I realised that.. I don't even know what I really want and I confused myself sometimes -_-'' --I want to keep myslef busy, that's what I want. *starts finding homeworks*
~`JJe~ ♥
PS: I'm so straight foward in this post I know.
6:39 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
