Saturday, November 18, 2006
I don't know wether to be thankful or not, but I kinda feel unlucky and lucky at the same time. Just thought I wouldn't ever have enough since I always think the negatives and wants more and more. Owells. Anyways, today's not that boring. I was late meeting pig and pash at Kingsford to go to the city. We didn't do anything really, just walk and hang around doing nothing. Then we met up with my brother at kingsford and tried to find a place to eat. Ended up going to that Thai restaurant in Randwick. Then eeda came along. And my big brother kinda left me going home alone late at night and yeah well, the rest took me home instead. How nice. We took pictures, funny and weird ones. I just noticed how I'm gonna miss them when I go back to Indo. Seriously, it was our last one to go together like that. I mean sure, there'll be MTC Reunion, but you know.. it's different. Aww.. see, when everything's fitting in back together, something just have to ruin it. As always, I never get to actually enjoy things. Even at school and stuff. Stupid Numb video. I was getting 'Whoo!'-ey of Lostprophets and got bored of them. And went kinda 'God i love them so much!' of Three Days Grace. But then I saw the Numb video and it pulled me back to Linkin Park like a magnet. I guess I have a really soft spot for them. *sigh* ~`JJe~ <33
3:54 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
