Sunday, November 12, 2006
So last night wasn't the best night I could've got. I have come to the point where everything is so confusing and I just don't care anymore. Really. It seems like everyone around me is completely blind and everything is shutting down. And I swear to god I've been feeling numb as ever.I also figured out my parents had sex last night when they thought everyone was asleep. I wasn't, obviously. It kinda freaked me out and it made me feel just worse. I figured out when I was looking through my bag for.. something. When I heard them, I just stopped, opened the window a little and get into bed, turning on music with my CD player and earphones on with full volume, letting the loud and hard music blasting through my ears until I go deaf. For the first time, I really felt like blowing up. I fell asleep eventually anyway, and woke up feeling nothing again.~`JJe~ <33PS. I changed 2 of the songs. So now you've got Somewhere I belong and Crawling by Linkin Park and Drown by Three Days Grace. Check them out. Thanks.
3:45 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
