Wednesday, November 15, 2006
So there's clearly something wrong with me. I finished the castle sclupture today and made the speech and all the infos bla bla those shits. I left early with Sevda, at lunch. Then somehow we ended up going to Easy Way first and drop off at Kare Bear and THEN go to my house. But it took us just so long to walk back home. Not to mention all those time we wasted on the way, laughing our asses off like idiots. So we were furstrated and decided that it was a mistake to go out before we actually finished the whole project. We got heaps to do. That's when my mood went off and then our brain got smarter, heh. I painted all (well most of them anyways) the castle and she did the speech with me helping her telling her what to write. Done, then I was covered in paint; blue, green, brown, black. Blame the castle, paint and brushes. I thought I'd never see my skin colour again, especially when it was oil paint. Is it just me or these days it seems like people are starring at me and it feels like there's someone watching and following me around? I feel insecure. Really. And I'm very unfocused lately, gah. Gotta go off now. ~`JJe~ <33
5:10 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
