Sunday, December 17, 2006
I didn't win.. so what? Mhm, I am disappointed and I swear that I made a face when they announced who won. Although I knew from the beginning there's no way I could win, but I was still expecting to win. Stu. I'm pathetic I know. At least I recieved 2 awards and another 4 the other day at my year's assembly. And yes, I will ask my parents for money or any other precious things I want.. not what I need. I had enough of being pushed to do something really good, and when I reached the top, I gain nothing. Well nothing more than people being proud of me and heaps of smile from idiots. - Oh wait, and certificates.. yeah.Visual art was boring at the beginning. Me and my other friends who were there were about to jig, but then a friend said she's kinda scared of jigging especially in uniforms 'cos we'll get in deep shit later on. So we didn't and hung around outside the bulding instead. Got told off and were forced to help a teacher to throw some stuff out. The stuff were too heavy and it's gonna take forever if we go back and forward around the school bringing one by one. We saw 2 trollies and took it and it sure was way easier. It kinda distracted us though, 'cos it was kinda fun going on the trolly and being pushed around. Kinda rough at the same time; I got two scars going down my lap since I was wearing my dress and another one across my hand.There's more through the day, but I won't bother mentioning them all. I missed the so-called-boring-party that's for sure. After all it was tiring, and for some unknown reason I don't feel proud or happy of myself and stuff. I've become so nuuummbb and I am tiirreedd and I have nothing else to show.. Toodles.
~`JJe~ <33
8:58 PM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
