Sunday, December 10, 2006
I'm half way done making the new layout since I find people thinks that I'm kinda obsessed over Linkin Park for using this layout, which is abit silly. I'm not up to that level of obsession.. yet. Nah though, I don't think I'm that obsessed, I just like them very much because they're my heroes and life savers. And plus I don't.. - well, there's nothing left interesting to talk about online other than them since I don't really like to get into deep and very personal stuff. Okay, maybe I do talk about a little bit of it, but I'm not those people who uses those emo phrases about how they feel and those kinds of shit. I'm not good with those and I just don't like telling them, not that anyone would care. Plus I'm not good with words so no matter how hard I'm trying to say how I feel it'd ended up all fucked up and everyone'll think I'm a weirdo who can't communicate properly, ha! True though. Anyhows, there's 3 lines of Breaking The Habit's lyrics in the layout. And I'll finish it up tomorrow since it's late now. I kinda got a little inspired by - well the song and the movie 'The Virgin Suicides' Yeah well, I know it has nothing to do with the song, but I watched it yesterday night, and I like this girl's shot so I cropped it and put it on, heh. Kinda a gloomy movie.. scary, 5 sisters all committed suicide 'cause of their too strict parents and being jailed up inside their house. I could imagine.. 'must be really really really hard, but I'd rather run away than killing yourself. Especially how you can't do anything and can't listen to your favourite music and have to burn them down and blah blah, just like a jail but worse. Anyhows, I'm so freaken sick and tired of everything. Enough said. ~`JJe~ <33
4:50 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
