Saturday, January 13, 2007
I've been really busy these days. I've been going in and out of my house everyday. Then after that, I always got tired and fall asleep. When I wake up, it's always already dark. So by the time I'm meant to sleep, I can't sleep.So today I went to Flamington. Did all the shopping stuff, and went to Peddis and Market City as well. I got myslef 2 pairs of shoes, a dark jeans, a belt and a black and grey shirt with a hoodie. Was about to buy Dev's shoes, but there was too many things to carry, so I'm coming back on Tuesday. I have to say that I don't like shopping much, the only thing I like is to have something new and use/wear it. Just that. That's the only reason I even bother going. And my mum needs help choosing things for families & relatives in Indo and stuff.I have so many things to do that I've been distracting things I need to solve lately. But I really don't care anymore, and I'd like to keep it that way. I'm a chicken. I also realised that I'm lucky, but I just don't know how to enjoy it. I don't like the way things are for some reason. Bye now. I'm going to Katoomba for a night tomorrow. Egh. I'm very very hard to be excited now. Yeahh, I know I'm weird. Very weird. ~`JJe~ <33
2:35 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
