Wednesday, September 26, 2007
I have around 2 hours till I can break my fast.
Im at a net cafe. I dont wanna raise the phone bills.The midterms are done! Thank god. But yeah, let's worry about the results later shall we? I have another one and a half week of school then 2 weeks of holz. Its gonna be a long one and a half week. Honestly, if I could then I wouldn't go to school at all next week. I'm too lazy to study, holidays are close. My butt hurts. Ive been sitting for awhile now and this chair isnt so comfy.Today, thanx to my driver I was grilled under the sun for one and a half hour. I was 15 minutes late. Well there goes another reason for the teachers to hate me, not that they dont already. They dislike me enough as it is. I need to get out of my house. I havent been going out for awhile. & I somehow feel isolated. Although I see my friends at school, but I guess I've been too busy thinking about other things. I miss Aussie.I've been sitting here for minutes and I can't think of anything else to type. & If I sit here for another minute I swear my butt's gonna swell.<33
1:41 AM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again
Saturday, September 08, 2007
HI!!
Miss Me??
I guess not.
So much to catch up on. Its been a long while.
its mid term already and tests are coming up. I've been busy. School is getting busier. I guess I don't really have anything to say. I don't know why.
Let's see... *thinks* Well, nothing really. I bought some band shirts on Friday.
School is getting really tough. There's been assigns and homeworks and tests, yet the teachers never explain the subjects properly. & all of a sudden the next week we got a test about it. Which leads to bad marks and the whole night trying to study. Whatever though. I don't really care anymore.
Well, fasting month is coming soon. And I'm gonna be diligent and pray I can go back to Australia having a so much better life. Prays are heard in fasting month right? Hah. But seriously. Who knows. I wanna be somebody, who has a future ahead and good marks, but not worrying a thing about how to get them. And that'll never happen here.
There's been pressure, but I'm trying to ignore it and enjoy things as it comes. If I think of how I'm wasting all the fun in my teenage years here and would have a better time in Australia, that's gonna make me go pretty insane. So Im trying to have fun here and do different and risky stuff.
--Oh. How could I forget. I got a new hair^^ It's short. Haha. It's cool though. I look slim just chubbier on the face. I don't look like I'm drowning in my long and thick hair.
I gotta go. I'll post again. Sometime.
11:56 PM
Just don't let me fall asleep, feeling empty again