ALRIGHT. I'm FINALLY ON. Still in internet cafe, viruses in the computer at home and my laptop refuses to go to internet here. I guess it hates it here as much as I do. I have to be patient for at least 2 more weeks and things will get better I think.
You know what? I don't think anyone is gonna care to read this but I'm just gonna spill.

Okay *takes deep breath* I'm an outsider here. The quiet girl from Australia who just somehow doesn't fit in and has bad marks. My life flipped 180% ..in a bad way of course. My dreams just shattered into pieces and I don't think I can fit them back together. My marks are way below usual and I have my finals in 4 months I think and I don't know if I'm gonna pass. I study around 10 hours a day cos I take private lessons after school and study again at night before I go to school. I know, since when have I become into a nerd? But my marks are still not that good *sigh* How I miss Australia SO much. I'd do anything to get back there. I'm lost here and yeah I can't really be myself and I can't do the things I love. It's so unfair. Awww.. I should've stayed..
I haven't smiled and laugh like I meant it for weeks.

Stuff stuff. I gotta do what I'm meant to do here. Project. Byez.

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